First Day of August

Oh my god the first day of August. I have been waiting for today forever; lots of plans. So I am not completely bored all the time, or at least most of the time. So I am going Skating this Saturday. I might also go next week. I am hoping you all can come, especially Emma :) Lol. If you cant make it or whatever it is fine, my friend Katie and I haven't gone in ages so I'm sure she would also be overjoyed to go.
I am hoping to go see Cars 2 soon with Kethan and possibly Lynne. Lynne, make sure to call me anytime after this Friday on my cell k. :D I am seeing Final Destination 5 with another close friend and I really want to go see Smurfs!
Well my grandparents and Tyler went to Aunt Wendy's today, while Mom, dad and Kethan went to a nice, hot beach to have aparrentely an awesome picnic. I didn't go to either :( I tried to make it sound like I was tired but it's a lot more than that. Like I said a little while back I'm going through something. Something thats going to take me a long time to fully recover from. I will open up sooner or later. Promise. Well maybe I shouldn't promise, its way to strong of a word and I didn't realize until recently.
I am really sorry I have been a really crappy friend lately. To all of you. Mostly to Lynne. Well I haven't been as crappy lately but I mean this school year. It takes me weeks or even months to finally come through with my promises. I am always late, irresponsible and reckless. I like those things about myself sometimes but I have to much of it. I have been changing this Summer and I am hoping for the better. This upcoming year I am really looking forward to paying attention in class, be in class; ALWAYS, bond+spend as much time as I can with my friends, be there for them, remember things, be nice, responsible and most importantly be thought of as a good person. Not the runaway or the girl with Daddy issues. Not the girl with anger problems or problems period. Not the girl that parents feel uncomftorable with their kids being around me. because thats what it used to be like and it still sort of is. I really do want that to change and it is. Slowly. Lol.
Just so y'all know I can't log on fb right now. So I won't get your messages and stuff. It.. It's a bit complicsted. I'm hoping tomorrow it will be all fixed. Goodnight and have a long-lasting (but not to long), fun last month before school starts.

:Dryleejane:D