Life

Why is life so complicated? I mean one second everything is okay and the next your whole world can fall apart in just seconds. Thats at least how I feel. I hate how my own family looks at me disappointingly because Im not perfect. Im flawed and broken, but they dont understand that, even though I can tell they are too. Perfect is impossible and I accept that, I just wish the people around me did too.

"Just give me a reason, just a little bits enough Just a second, were not broken just bent and we can learn to love again its in the stars, its been written in the scars of our hearts were not broken just bent and we can learn to love again"

My moms an alcoholic. My dads a drug addict. and Im broken...

Travel

I have always wanted to travel. Not just one place but around the world. I want to learn about everything not just through words and text. But I want to see and experience the world that I live in. I have always wanted to learn new languages. My goals are to learn Spanish, Italian and French in the next 5 years. After Im 18 I would like to learn Mandarin (Chinese), Portuguese and Hindu (Indian). Maybe even Russian and German. My top places I would love to see are Europe and Australia.
Mom and I are thinking of going on a road trip this summer across Canada. I have just realized that Canada is just as amazing as all the other places in the world. I never thought that I would ever want to explore where I already live- that being Canada. Well Ill give more updates if I ever actually get to travel:)

Bored Out Of My Mind and Thinking to Much

I am bored out of my mind. Friday was the most boring day ever. I read, watched movies and was so bored at one point that I actually watched Tyler and my Dad play video-games. Like I said majorly bored. Anyways, I was suppossed to work today but I slept in till 11, then had a shower, ate Brunch and by the time I was finished doing my hair it was already 2 and I didnt really see a point in starting to work. Soooo my Dad said that he was bringing us to see The Woman in Black tonight even though I told him a thousand times, it isnt out yet. Of course I was right and this awesome movie with Daniel Radcliffe isnt coming out until Febuary 3rd.

Soo Tyler and my Dad are going to go see The Grey at the same time that my Mom and I are seeing One for the Money.

I don't wanna see the Gray because my favourite animals a wolf and that fact might change if I see wolfs chewing on people. LOL

Im excited to see if One for the Money is any good. Katherine Heigl is an amazing actress and is in tons of my favourite movies and I reconize the other dude from the family night TV show my grandparents make us watch.

BTW homeschooling is working out great but I just wanna be normal, I miss my friends, I dont wanna miss out on everything and I already paid for my grad trip; hopefully Ill graduate.
Miss you all and see you at school Monday.